Friday, April 23, 2010

life is...

Ben and I kind of got in our first argument/fight type deal. I think it's impossible for us to stay mad at each other. I actually think fighting made me like him even more. We're incredibly alike, so much it's weird. We basically can read each others minds and just know what the other will do. After we fought we talked about a lot of things that i've never told anyone before. I felt incredibly connected. All of that being said we did get very angry/upset, we just talked it out.

Senior year is coming to an end, and i'm ready for it. My college classes end in two weeks and my high school classes end in three. I may or may not try to get a job. I have a decent amount of money right now from Easter and Rudy's senior pictures. I can't wait to stop being stressed with school work, it's been overwhelming lately.

Ben got a job and may be getting an apartment. I hope it all works out well for him. If the apartment works out it will me him and Charlie. I want to half live there. It could help me keep my sanity while living at home with my parents.

We've been changing the house around a ton. The backroom is actually almost completely clean. It's going to be my room and I can't wait!

Oh, also Ben and I went to the Jacoby Art's Center for the LCCC Art Show. We thought the work from the Lewis and Clark students could have been better, but that kind of made us feel better about us being successful in art fields. We want to become members there and take classes eventually.

I feel like i've done a lot of growing up this year. I've become much more independent. It was almost lonely. I started college before all of my friends and I felt like I grew apart from a lot of them. I'm completely convinced I'm doing something right though. I really like Lewis and Clark and next year people I know will be going there. Even though I felt like I was losing touch with some of my old friends I made some new ones I realized today like Lexy Brueggerman, Jenna Moulton, and Tj McNew, I feel like I've become pretty good friends with all of them. Next week a bunch of activities are planned for seniors. I can't wait. We have a really awesome class full of some amazing people. It'll be hard to leave but also incredibly right. After that there is prom! I'm in love with the Willy Wonka theme! After that I graduate!

I'm so excited about planning my graduation party, seriously. I've already picked out recipes I want to try and decided a lot about it. I want it to be outdoors with a spring theme. I want things like kites, sidewalk chalk, bubbles, maybe even water balloons, basically everything good? Next step is the invitations, even thought i've made it into an event on facebook I need to send out a few.

I've already got my graduation present. A MACBOOK PRO. I'm using it right now. It's beautiful and amazing. I'm very glad to have it.

Ben and have been on a movie watching kick. I watched nightmare on elm street for the first time. It's was really good. I feel like I need more scary movies in my life. Tonight we got the corpse bride from the library, only the disk is damaged. What we watched was really good and I really want to finish it sometime. We watched Edward Scissorhands after that. That movie is soo good. I love watching movies with Ben because we joke the whole time we're watching them and make side comments and connect. Then we sat in my car in front of his house and talked for a long time. He was supposed to go hang out with Charlie but he had to text him and tell him that he would be late because we got into talking. Poor Charlie.

Next weekend is Agape! I'm very excited of course.
Paper Route!?

2 comments:

  1. I am so excited to see Paper Route... I can't even tell you. LOL

    This is all really good. I like how every time you get into a fight with Ben you say it's your first real fight. :P It's cute.

    The Corpse Bride is one of my most favorites. :D

    Sounds like everything is promising! Way-to-go!

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  2. There are so many things that I like about this :)

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