Sun, Sun, Sun Here it Comes...

I love feeling the sun shine on the back of my neck.
I like driving a little over the speen limit with the windows down.

Busy Busy Bee

I've been incredibly busy lately.I had my first two college exams. They went well I'm glad they are over. I also started a novel project in English that requires me to read Grapes of Wrath and Alice in Wonderland. Not only am I going to two different schools, but I also have many other things going on. One of these is planning the Charity:Water concert. Megan, Michelle, and I have done most of the planning for this event. We've done so much hard work I hope it turns out well. I just got done making flyers (not fliers) that we plan to hang up all over various places. Heres one of them:



I also have been planning my Mad Hatter Tea Party. I just finished the invititions last night! They're so cute! They read: "Don't be late for this very important date!" and have playing cards stapled to them. It's set for March, 5th, that day before my actually birhtday.

I also have been practicing for Solo and Ensemble Contest with Megan. We are playing "The Two Fliers". The contest is on my birthday, so I hope we do well! Also on my birthday my grandparents are having an anniversary party. It's a secret!

And also in just couple of weeks I will be sitting on a train going to Chicago to see my favortie band on their farewell tour! I can't wait to see Copeland, and also to stay with the kooky Chris Powley, whom is letting us stay at his apartment. It will be a nice relaxing time to calm down from all the hard work I've been putting into all of the projects I mentioned.

Tonight is sort of a break. It's free pancake day at Ihop and I'm going out with my friends. I get to see Alex! I rarely see him anymore, I couldn't be more excited. Hope to keep you updated as the projects progress, just need to find the time!

Wonderful -Everclear

This Song helped me get through a lot as a kid. My dad had a really bad temper/drinking problem and he and mom fought a lot when I was younger. Lately it's been a lot better but last week it happened again. Dad punched a whole in their bedroom door. It's really embarassing having friends and family over right now. I don't want them to walk past the door and ask me any questions about it. Anyway when I heard them fight and heard him hit the door this song went though my head again, and then today I heard it on the raido. Here are the lyrics...




I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now

Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now

I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now

I'm never going to die

because I am alive.